What is the heart of the spiritual problem of the individual soul
upon this earth plane, who is in a state of bondage to an earth
consciousness, a limited individual consciousness which is referred
to as jiva-hood? It is important to try to understand or to
get to the essence of this metaphysical problem, this cosmic problem
of the individual soul imprisoned in a structure made of flesh and
bones, in a labyrinth, a net, of constant, unceasing thoughts,
fancies, imaginations, memories and projections into the future.
These constitute an inner mesh or net in which we are caught and
held firmly, for the identification with the psycho-physical
dimensions of our personality is so total, so complete, that it has
become normal. It has become the one and only consciousness that we
know. It has become our natural condition although Vedantic
psychology would describe it as abnormal. It is an aberration.
Thus, Swami Vivekananda, trying to make his Western audience
understand this subtle, inner metaphysical point a hundred years ago
used the term “dehypnotise.” When they suggested that Vedantic
affirmations such as “I am Atman, I am immortal, I am
without birth and death, name or form,” were only a form of
self-hypnosis, he replied, “On the contrary, you have been
hypnotised into thinking I am the body, I am a human being, I am so
and so, I belong to this family, to this country.” What
Vedanta wants to do is to dehypnotise you from the
hypnotised condition you have fallen into through birth after birth
of wrong thinking.”
Thus, we have to go through a process of trying to discover what it
is into which we have landed through ages of wrong thinking. That
state Vedanta pinpoints as a state of identification with
that which we are not, a total moving away from the centre of our
real, natural awareness of what we are. Moving away, completely
forgetting and becoming disconnected, as it were, from the awareness
or from the consciousness of what we really and truly are, we have
entered into a state of consciousness identifying ourselves and
thinking ourselves to be something which we are not.
We are immortal Spirit, but we think we are people subject to birth
and death, a beginning and an end, a birth day and an epitaph. So,
Vedanta precisely pinpoints our situation as this state of
forgetfulness of our real nature and being totally caught up,
entangled and overcome by a wrong awareness, an identification with
a personality consciousness which is not our real consciousness.
Out of this wrong identification has arisen a false ego-sense, and
we are held in bondage to this wrong, vitiated consciousness
dominated by ego and totally pervaded by selfishness which is the
outcome of ego and which leads to a self-centred, self-seeking life.
This is the present malady. And, this condition seems to be our
real, natural condition, whereas it is a diseased one. It is called
bhava-roga (disease of transmigration).
The bondage of earth life is not outside you. It is not made up of
anything other than your own self. It is not the outer world
perceived by the five senses that constitutes prapancha or
samsara
or earth life. It is this inner state of becoming completely
deprived of our true awareness and becoming enslaved by a wrong
consciousness. It is this inner state of being dominated by a false
ego, further complicated by selfishness and the ego’s attachments to
so many things.
It is this wrong awareness of ourselves, this self-centred,
self-seeking life that is the root cause of all clash and conflict
with others, differences of opinion, disharmony, discord, prejudice,
bias, hatred, misunderstanding, envy, jealousy, suspicion and anger.
Everything stems from this basic state which constitutes your
bhava-roga. Bhava-roga is not outside, it is
inside. Samsara or prapancha or bandhan
(binding) are not outside, they are inside.
Therefore, the first process is to somehow or other clearly perceive
this. Because, as long as you do not clearly perceive this and
honestly accept this state of yours, kaivalya moksha,
liberation and illumination are all far, far away. They are only so
much of fancy. They are only a vapour of imagination. We must
clearly perceive this state, and we must be honest enough to admit
this very painful truth about the actual inner state of our
consciousness.
It is not at all flattering, but unless there is honesty about
oneself, we cannot step into spiritual life even if we know all
about Vedanta. For spiritual life has two dimensions. One
is the Vedanta siddhanta (doctrine) of the ultimate
experience, but the other is vyavahara (worldly activity).
Unless Vedanta is brought over into vyavahara, it
is only a burden to us.
Siddhanta is useless unless it is brought down to the level
of abhyasa (practice), and takes the form of
sadhana in day-to-day living — in your everyday activity,
thinking and feeling, reaction to things around you, and your
relationship with others with whom you have to live. These have been
provided by God Himself for the jivatma as a field of
sadhana so that siddhanta can be applied, so that
one may begin to move towards Truth-experience,
Reality-consciousness.
Unless we understand our position in samsara to be thus,
unless we see it as a gymnasium in which to exercise and strengthen
our inner spiritual sinews and muscles, we are the losers. We shall
ever be in a wonderful field, yet we will not be able to take
advantage of it, because we will be thinking that
sadhana is somewhere in a forest or inside a cave. It is
inside a cave, but the cave is inside us.
We must see very clearly that it is here, it is now, it is in this
way that I have to evolve. There is not going to be another
opportunity given. If we fail to recognise and bypass the
opportunity that God has given, then we are losers. Every moment,
every day that dawns is a great, golden chance and opportunity
given. The field is immediately reopened afresh for you to exercise
practical Vedanta, for you to put siddhanta into
abhyasa. This constitutes practical spiritual life. It is
the practical aspect of Yoga and Vedanta.
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